I’ve recently had some drama come into my life again and it’s absolutely the most annoying thing ever. As oblivious as I can be, I absolutely know that I do very little to warrant such things, especially recently, to occur. Haters gonna hate, but don’t FUCK with my shit. I am tired of not being able to stand up for myself against this stuff though. I don’t know how to do it without being the one to “start” shit. This kind of drama I end up in always involves people who claim they’re so forward, so strong, so aggressive, etc. etc. but they’re they most passive-aggressive little craps ever. I don’t want a fight, so I won’t talk about wanting to start one, but these people… Christ. If you want to talk about, then just do it. I’m fine with just venting to my friends because you actually did wrong and I’m hurt and angry. Eventually it’ll be just a figment of a memory to me, though. I’m not going to go around and talk shit about you, though. Nothing that isn’t true and I don’t tell everyone what’s going on either. They can ask, it doesn’t mean they’ll get shit from me, though. I don’t like to propagate drama when, really, it’s totally unnecessary and immature.

But hey, what can you do about them bitches? Nothing. Unless you want to throw the first punch and then, that’s just stupid. I’m doing what I can within the walls of what matters to me to set things straight and right again. I don’t need to further involve myself with someone else because they want to talk shit.

On a positive note, I may be closer than I thought to my next raise at work. I just need to be observed and succeed during a rush and with my manager watching, but she said if I do that, I should be ready for it! I do feel like I need more time in the position then I’ve been getting recently. I’m eager to get the level boost!

Another positive is I’m sure I’ve been losing weight. I don’t keep track, I don’t even own a scale, but I’ve been walking so much more since we’ve moved to our new apartment because I’m about a 15 minutes walk to work and 25 minutes to my friend’s house. I have no problem with walking and I don’t know why I haven’t done more of it. Oh, probably because we were living in such a hilly area before and that’s just no fun. Too much of an incline and I die :lol:.

Because so much as happened in the past month since the blackout, I think a bullet list will suffice for now.

• Had friends from L.A. visit
• Went snorkeling for the first time. Took a while to get used to, and ended up with two mouthfuls of sea water. It was fun while it lasted, though!
• Have had more food truck experiences
• Went camping with my friend Jess overnight. Fun and madness was had.
• Kobe Bryant came through my work and I totally served him his food while the boys where jizzing themselves over him.

I’m sure there’s more, it’s just kind of hard to remember smaller details.

I’m so excited it’s fall, though! I just hope it gets cooler in the day sooner and even better, drizzle and rain! I love gloomy weather. Love love love.