• Then or Now?

    To think I missed
    the feeling of hot tears
    on my face.

    The pain of a torn heart.

    I believe I had lost feeling in my heart,
    like one loses feeling
    their limbs
    when it rests wrong.

    I made choices too
    prematurely,
    thinking my mind was ahead of my heart,
    with my heart not too far
    behind.

    Now pieces of me
    rebel…
    including Logic.

    What have I done?
    Where’s my mistake?

    Here…
    or back there…

    Confused again
    like a little girl
    inside
    or
    out?